Our little boy died yesterday, and we have
just returned from the graveyard and have left him behind us.
We have left him behind us. His absence
makes HOME desolate. We wander from room to room, as if in
search of something that is lost. Here is the bed in which he
slept. His head will not again press the smooth pillow. We open
some drawer. There are the little shoes he wore; the many frocks
in which he looked so lovely. We have not heart to stay longer
in the room. We hasten into some other. A picture-book, the
leaves of which were torn by his cunning hands, we see. All
around in the closet are the toys, just in the confusion in
which he left them--the little wagon, with its load of pictured
blocks--the doll that the darling nursed and cared for, as
though it were alive--the sword and drum, with which he marched
so soldier-like about the house. Tears come too fast. We miss
him so, that we have not strength to stay where he is not. We
seek another room. Here is the little chair in which he sat. It
was scarcely a week ago when he was sitting by our side, and
asking his queer, puzzling questions, and was looking so
delighted, whilst we were telling him, for the fiftieth time,
the old, old nursery stories. Now the chair is vacant. He has
gone from our side. It seems as if there was nothing for us to
do but to sit still, and fold our hands, and count our tears. O!
how HOME is desolated by the death of a child! A grown person is
missed at morning and evening, and at meal times. But a child is
missed every minute of the long, long day. He is missed from the
mother's arms; he is missed from the father's knee. The sunlight
is not more missed, when cloudy day succeeds to cloudy day. The
vacant cradle, the vacated crib, the vacated nursery, are
constant. The vacated bed, the vacated parlor, are occasional.
Indeed, that little grave has left home dreary. We would not
have courage to sleep beneath our own roof; we would exchange
its hearth-stone for a stranger's hospitality; we would forsake
its quiet table for the crowded hall; the roof-tree we would
leave, and find another shelter; if it were not that we still
loved the places which our baby-child was once familiar with; as
if was not heard the Savior saying: "I AM THE RESURRECTION
AND THE LIFE."
