As I was passing through a wide, wild and
trackless prairie, I lost my landmarks, and night coming on, I
had to camp out solitary and alone, and without any weapons, on
the edge of a strip of timber fringing Jones' Creek. Kindling a
fire at the foot of a tree, and taking my saddle blankets for my
bed, my saddle for my pillow, and my umbrella for my pavilion, I
quietly laid me down and thought of Jacob at Bethel, when
journeying to Padam Aram, he laid himself down to sleep and
dreamed about the ladder set upon the earth, and whose top
reached unto heaven. Jacob slept, and dreamed a pleasant dream;
but there was no sleep, nor pleasant dream for me--for just as I
was endeavoring to compose myself to sleep, suddenly the wolves
and panthers began a serenade, which grated horribly upon my
ear. Springing to my feet, and seizing a fire-brand, I rushed
towards the place whence these unwelcome sounds proceeded, and
making all manner of outrageous noises, I did what I could to
drive my uninvited serenaders far away. In this I partially
succeeded; but did not think it prudent to sleep, as the howling
of the wolf and the cry of the panther were heard at intervals
during the whole livelong night; and there was danger,
particularly of the panthers springing upon me when defenceless
and unprotected upon the ground.
Truly, that was a long and dismal night to
me; especially as towards morning it began to cloud up and
threaten to rain. A few drops fell, but, happily for me, with
the shades of night passed away the clouds from the face of the
sky; and the next morning, early enough, your supperless
missionary, taking down his pavilion, and rising from his couch,
resumed his cheerless and lonely way; and now came a dark, dark
time indeed. True, the sun was shining brightly, and many deer,
as yet unacquainted with men, were bounding merrily and
gracefully on every hand; but bewildered in the wild and
trackless prairie, I was lost, lost, lost!
After wandering about in every direction,
myself and horse without water for some thirty hours, I began
seriously to think that I should at last have to lie down and
die in this untraveled wilderness, far away from my family and
the habitation of man, without a friend to close my eyes, or dig
my grave! The idea of dying in this lonely place, and then being
devoured by wolves and panthers, I confess was very dismal to
me. But, God be thanked, whilst I was thus bewildered and lost,
and knew not what to do--whilst despair was every moment
deepening its gloom around me--having turned in another
direction, and nearly the opposite of that in which I was going,
I saw in the distance a white flag waving upon a pole to mark
the entrance of a foot-path into the timbered bottoms of the
Colorado. O, that flag!--that beautiful white flag! I thought it
was the prettiest thing I had ever seen in all my life. My heart
leaped for joy, and I was ready to exclaim aloud,
"Blessings upon the man that put it there!" It made me
think very sweetly of the Star of Bethlehem; that blessed and
only star of hope to a dying world. Certainly I shall not forget
this matter, when, in the sacred desk, I shall speak of the
Cross of Christ, which marks out to sinners, bewildered and
lost, their only pathway to heaven.
